dead inside

I would have let you take my hand if I could. I would have let you take me far away, I would have let you hide me, have me, love me ...

I could have let you look me in the eyes, I could see you get lost in them. I could have let you fall in love with the idea of making me laugh, I could let you hug me and I could feel you melt on me. 

I could have done all of that. For you. With you. I could have if I still had something to offer. If there was still something left to give.